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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Just wanted you to know you are on my mind very much these last couple of days just had to try & write you as a way of trying to communicate to you how much I still LOVE & MISS YOU!!! I think I always till till the day I join you!! Please take care of my Dear Lovely CASEY who I miss so DEARLY as well, the only thing that helps is knowing she is with you. I still think of you each & every day & will continue to miss you as well (each & every day) there is 1 thing in LIFE YOU CAN NEVER REPLACE & THAT IS YOUR MOMMY!!! I LOVE YOU NOW & FOREVER!! LOVE DEBBIE XOXOXO
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Debbie posted a condolence
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Hey Mommy, Needless to say you know who is possibly coming your way. They had the service for him at 10:00 AM at Laurel Grove Mausoleum. He may of had the Marines but he didn't get laid out for friends and or family to say good bye to him, like you had not even for us (his children) so sorry to say I did go but felt absolutely nothing!!! I'm not sure if its because I didn't see him once he was gone, like I did you, (we flew up there so fast) Freddie & I made it from our house before Karen & Bryan got there from their house. I personally think they should of had a viewing for the immediate family only. I guess not seeing him gone doesn't bring closure to me personally. I can't believe Bruce drove all the way up here to see a closed box, but whatever. None of them talk to me at all, since your passing, even there I was only spoken to when they had to say something. Bruce & Londa never even said good-bye to me when they left!! Of all people I would never expected that from them but you know what I NEVER TELL LIES & NEVER NEEDED TOO AND YOU KNOW THAT AS WELL AS THEY DO!!! SO AT THIS TIME IN MY LIFE I HAVE NO FAMILY THE ONLY FAMILY I HAD IS MY MOMMY AND SHE HAS LEFT MY WORLD SO I WILL HAVE TO WAIT TILL I JOIN YOU TO HAVE THAT PART OF MY FAMILY again. I really don't think I came out of the old man at all, because I don't have any of the traits my so called brothers have so what happened how come I'm not like them? (BELIEVE ME I DON'T WANT TO BE) I think Kurt is going to stay true to me he seems to be the ONLY one to call me to let me know whats going on from time to time. I do have my family as far as Freddie, Felicia, Anthony, Makayla, & Anthony Jr., Kimberly, Dominick, Damian, & Jacob, Matthew, and Heather no they didn't marry yet. Linda called Freddie and I and asked if we wanted to go away a week with them to Tennessee by Pigeon Forge, (where I LOVE) by Dollywood!! We are going to go with them and check out a couple of homes Freddie has his eye on because we are thinking about moving there. The only thing is I'm unsure if I want to leave the grandchildren yet. I kind of want to wait till I grow a strong enough bond with them that they will never forget me or the LOVE I have for them & the Love they have for me.Going away for a week without Damian will tell me quite a bit since I have never been away from him in the 4 years he has been born. I don't know who's going to miss who more (I have a great big feeling I am going to miss him more) Well mom at least we will be seeing your name on your front door soon, I hope he (Bryan) still goes for the flower pot because I would like to bring you flowers because you loved them all your life and always had some kind of flowers around the house so your eternity home should have them as well!! LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL!!! Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Well MOM, I'm sure you're here & know whats going on. I guess you expected it sooner or later. I am probably the only one who knows how you feel. Hey think of it this way YOU will FINALLY have your NAME on YOUR FRONT DOOR!!! I have been arguing and trying to get you a temporary one in the lest, but they wouldn't even do that!! I don't want you seeing me upset and thinking its over him, what I am so upset is he got to leave our world with the (2) Byran's in this world, (only because Kurt called him to let him know that Wayne View was looking for him)You and the ones closest to me know how much that meant to me!! WHY THE HELL DID HE GET THAT PRIVILEGE? HE was NOTHING compared to you. You say EVERYONE gets there day (WHEN???) I AM NOT SEEING IT HAPPEN do I have to wait till I get up there by you to see it? Well mom I LOVE YOU AS IF YOU WERE HERE WITH US AND I BELIEVE YOU ARE!!! I'll be talking to you again. Love Debbie XOXOXOXO
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Debbie posted a condolence
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Hey Mom, I got a Christmas card from Aunt Dot a couple of days ago and just had the chance to write her back I was only going to write a note in her card from me but it turned into a card and a letter (2 pages) I guess I rambled lol you think? I can't believe it Chris is a gramma or nanny from her daughter Jessica she has 2 girls (not sure of their ages but 1 was born recently by the way it sounded in Aunt Dot's card.She asked about the family but I had nothing to tell her I haven't herd from anyone since the day you were put into the mausoleum, my 2 oldest brothers didn't even talk to me at the very small pitiful re-pass we had for you. I wish I could of been the one doing the planning, including myself kicking myself in the ass for not making the funeral polar change your lipstick to red not the stupid color they had on you. Even your son's should of known you always wore red never changed. When Felicia got there it upset her so much she wanted to go tell them to change the color and if they didn't have red she wanted to leave go buy you a red lipstick put it on you then slip it into the casket with you to take. We (my family) are still upset about the way things went you deserved so much more, and what the Old Man is going to get a full memorial service with the guns and all from the Marines? That is so undeserving of him. You should of been the one to go out in style. I am still kicking myself in the ass for going home that night for a shower and sitting on the couch to play a game of spider solitaire I should of showered and went right back up so it would of been my hand holding yours not Katelyn's even tho she was very good to you and you did show a liking to her as well. You would perk up and sometimes eat for her when she would poke her head around your curtain in that playful way of hers. I just feel I let you down because I let you go alone which I said would never happen as long as I was still here, and I screwed that up. All I can do is ay once again SORRY MOM but please DO NOT JUDGE MY LOVE BY THAT INCIDENT BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE SO UNTRUE. I LOVE YOU more then life itself, I swear sometimes I think the grandchildren are the only ones keeping me going, I still miss you so much and in 3 more months it will be 2 years, so tell me will it ever get better or easier to me it seems like its getting worse cause when the grand kids do something I can imagine you sitting there laughing like you did so many times with Damian. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Friday, November 18, 2011
Hey Mom, Hope you are having a good day today. As you know Matt came through without any problems the doctor said things were a little worse then he thought and that was why the operation took a little longer. The most important part is he is recovering very well, so hopefully things will be getting better for him really quick, he wants to work already he is so bored!! I just wanted to THANK YOU & whoever else you were with saying a prayer for him because he is doing so great you must of put in a good word for him. Love you so much & as you see we still think of you all the time. I'll talk to you soon Love YOU MOM with ALL MY HEART & SOL!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Friday, October 28, 2011
Hey Mom, As you know Matt is going in for surgery this morning, PLEASE be with him and keep a close eye on him make sure everything goes OK. He would be so heartbroken if anything goes wrong and he can't do the fire department or his own business anymore. Fred is going to help anyway he can till Matt's back up and working again. We will know later how long he will be down, but with the fire department he can't even leave his home without they're permission, can you believe that? And that's till he is fully recovered!! I couldn't believe it. Well I have to get to bed cause I am going with him in the morning we are leaving here about 4:30 5:00. Please get our grandma's & grandpa's together and say a prayer for him, I would really appreciate it. Love You MOM & I will never stop I still wish you were with us and still miss you so much it still hurts (that was one question I never asked you was how long did you miss your mom & does the HURT ever go away?) Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Monday, October 17, 2011
Hey Mommy, I just had to write here with Halloween coming soon I seen the candy corns in the store & just broke down once again remembering how much you love them. I just had to have them for you. So stop in & take a few when you can & try to leave me a sign that you were here, I'm still waiting for a visit from you. I can not believe you can not come for visits (if & we all know YOU DID) have visits from the people beyond our world God remember when Aunt Ceil got her heart transplant? You new her doctor before he introduced his self to you. I just had to let you & others that might read these, if anyone is I don't see why they wouldn't put there thoughts into words to or for you. All I know is I am finally learning from my son NOT TO THINK OR CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY ABOUT ME OR MY FAMILY!! We know we are honest & will not have to answer anything for anyone when our time comes, all we ever did was help people & the thanks we got was a kick in the ass by all involved (no names needed they know who they are) so I am now holding my head up high & proud of myself & my FAMILY who all still miss & grieve for you. You are still loved by all of us. Love You MOM & will till the day I join you!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Dearest Mom, I tried my best not to write on here but just can't go to sleep until I do. I thought for sure I could let it go but I know deep in my HEART as well as yours you are thinking of me today & possibly still waiting to see what happens (if I am going to go to sleep) with out talking to you. Mom today was such an important day for YOU as well as me (like you told me 53 years ago YOU GOT YOUR LITTLE GIRL, and you were the tiniest baby in the nursery) & that the doctor had you take me home just so the nurses would stop holding me, and let me get the lights and rest I needed. So you got to go home with your little baby girl, & put me in the sun naked and come back to his office to check on me in a couple of days. (even tho Pops wanted me to die YOU didn't and I believe you because pops own mother told me the same story). So of all days if you are going to come to me, PLEASE I BEG YOU COME TONIGHT!!!! Mom I need you so much it hurts I got to know if you are mad at me for telling you to go and enjoy being away from the old man & enjoy being with your parents and I know they came for you because you called out to them. Please mom do whatever you can, if you can't come visit the living yet maybe you can send gramma, PLEASE do something to help me out, the pain in my HEART is unbearable at times and today is another one of those times. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & AM SO SORRY I LISTENED TO THOSE IDIOT'S AT Wayne View for saying you are waiting for me & Kurt to say good bye to you and to tell you it's OK for you to go we will be OK & understand you had enough.They said you were hanging on for us & we were being selfless for having you suffer for us or our doing. I just can't help but BELIEVE THEY WERE WRONG!! Fred is upset with me because I have no desire to go anywhere any more I miss you so much I guess he just doesn't get it how much I'm still hurting, I try to go on & do my best but some days are just worse then others. Coming to see you all the time without your name up hurts even more but I just can't stay away from you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & LOVE spending time there with you just talking to you, even tho you can't answer. Sometimes I can picture you in my mind answering me and your smile. I am going to try to go to sleep again and hopefully someone can come to me and let me know if you are mad at me? Either way MOM I STILL LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL!! Love you're little girl (grown up now of course)can you believe it 53 years God I'm getting old. I am starting to feel it with the grandchildren now they are getting to the point when they do tire me out. lol oh well I still love them as well. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey Mom, I can't sleep again so I thought I would say hello. I sit here and wonder, will the tears ever go away? You are so missed words can't possibly say how much. I hope you can see the new "outside stand" we got for "Peppy". Mom I can honestly say he has brought so much joy to us you can't imagine. He lets me snuggle him he kisses us on demand. He calls Kim, "KURT" at times now just to bust her chops. He was calling her Kim but the last couple of weeks he calls her Kurt. We know he knows her name is Kim because after he calls her Kurt as she comes up the stairs, he laughs (just like YOU) I love it. I may not have you but I have your voice and that is one thing I will never forget. Memories like that will help our younger ones mainly "Damian" always remember you by the sound of your voice. Peppy calls Damian at times as well. He cries like "Damian" as well. He is doing Terrific and is so Happy we all play, hold, and talk to him its great. Loving you from afar and always will. Good night. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to the BEST MOMMY who ever lived on this earth. Fred & I went to see you again on "MOTHER'S DAY, and I was devastated that your name or plaque is still not on you're door. According to you're son its because "Ford" reneged on the money they were suppose to get, so you have to wait for the old man to die before you can have a plaque & name on you're door, only you know what that's all about. Fred wanted to go in to see what we can do, but once again I broke down & couldn't go in. We are going back probably tomorrow, well actually today since it is tomorrow (another sleepless night) mixes up my days. Mom I just can't believe this doesn't bother anyone like it does me? I miss you so bad it hurts, yes there are some days here & there I can get through with thoughts of you & sometimes smile at something I see & remember made you happy. Like the day my "BLEEDING HEART" bloomed. There are times "Peppy" helps because he sounds just like you, and I even say to people I am so GRATEFUL & THANKFUL I ended up with him, its my special link to you. Will the tears ever stop? Will the hurt & broken heart ever leave, or will this stay with me till I join you? I would give anything I have for just one more hour with you. I talk to you as if you are sitting on the bench with me at the cemetery, but no answers & no showings, I can't understand why? Damian's "Angels" talk to him & so do you, so why not me? With all the people that use to come to you & talk to you why doesn't it happen with us? I really don't think in my "HEART" there is anyone who is or was as close as we were with each other, we never hid anything from either of us, no secrets between us we were always honest with each other. You always told me what goes around comes around & they will get there day, why can't I see them get there day? Has anyone got there day yet? Mom I rambled on way to much, I will close for now BUT PLEASE REMEMBER I AM WAITING FOR YOU, I CAN HANDLE IT, PLEASE, PLEASE COME TO ME!!!! I miss you so much I just have to see you 1 more time, I know you can do it please help me see you. Love You're only daughter. Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTH-DAY DEAR MOM-MY
HAPPY BIRTH-DAY TO Y-O-U!!!
I STILL LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL
WE all are PRAYING, HOPING, & WISHING YOU ARE HAVING THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE UP THERE!!! YOU DESERVE it MOM I SURE HOPE & PRAY YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE!!! I STILL LOVE & THINK OF YOU EACH DAY!! LOVE Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Dearest Mom, We are arriving on your 1 year anniversary of leaving our world and going to "HEAVEN" You have been missed by myself and family (MY FAMILY) Freddie, Felicia & Anthony, Kimberly & Dominick, Matthew, & Damian (who says he sees you & plays with you) someday we will know if this is true, as for now I am just hoping & praying it is "TRUE". I am guessing your page will be coming down tomorrow the 21st of March because we were told the page stays for 1 year. It feels like loosing you again, but I am going to continue to write and now that it will be in my notebook I will write to you each & every day. I so wish we could have one more day together, it would mean so much for even a couple of hours. Its just sad the way you had to leave us. I hope & pray you know how much you were loved by us and we all would do anything to have you back here with us where you belong!!! I will NOT say good-bye this time because we will still be writing, just in a different place. I will wish you an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY today for March 30th! I will get back to you tomorrow. One thing I have to figure out tonight is how to keep this page on my laptop because I open this page every day since you have been gone, so you are here in the polar watching us as we pull you up to say hello or something that's going on. It has been like having you with us specially me. Well I got to get this done before midnight so I will talk to you tomorrow. Love & PEACE to you forever, and someday I will be coming to join you. That's a Promise!! Love you with all my HEART from here to HEAVEN!! Rest in Peace and know "YOU ARE NEVER ALONE I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER" Love you're only daughter,Debbie XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Dear Mommy, Well mom we are getting close to the 1 year mark and I can't say it is getting better at all, if anything I think its getting worse! Felicia is going to have another baby she is due October eighth. Damian seems to be seeing you & a Makayla (we think maybe his sister up there with you even tho Kim named her "ANGLE") we might bring him to a "physic" to see what they have to say. He insists its not Aunt Felicia's Makayla and not his girlfriend Kayla he says she had lunch with you & him, and he seen her with you at the place we said good bye to you. He made Matt's girlfriend run to get Kim to show her where you were. Well our time is almost up I hope they leave your page up at least for a couple of days past your birthday so we could all wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY in HEAVEN because I know IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR MY MOM TO BE ANY PLACE BUT HEAVEN!!! YOU LIVED YOUR HELL HERE with what you married, and for the life of me I still can't understand why we didn't go when grandma & grandpa sent the plane fare up for the (2) of us to go by them. I know you would say he had a few good things about him but I never seen it and to have to hide and sneak to see my own mother was just ridiculous!! But its over now and I am just trying to think of you being HAPPY NOW & hoping that's why he is still here so you can have some well deserved time with your own mom & dad & his mother who we all LOVED as well. I remember how often grandma would say to me "I am so sorry I did not raise him like this, I do not know what happened to him" I do not understand how come he hates you so much," do you remember those days? How she gave me his baby picture because she wanted me to have it & knew he wouldn't let it happened, so she did it herself with Uncle Johnny. Well we will be chatting I did go get a book to write to you in & it will probably be a lot more since I won't have to sensor it. I LOVE YOU MOM and ALWAYS WILL!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Well mom here we are another month gone by and another starting. I am going to have to stop writing soon because of (2) reasons, someone seems to think I should see a doctor because it is not normal to grieve for you this long. They just DO NOT KNOW LOVE DO THEY?? WHO in their right mind can even put a time on grieving? Don't worry I am getting a JOURNAL and WILL WRITE to YOU EACH & EVERY DAY till the day POP CLOSES HIS EYES FOR THE FINAL TIME!!!! As a madder of fact I will promise you I will write even after that!!!! YOU know what I WILL Do I WILL WRITE TILL THE DAY THE OTHERS WHO LOVE TO RUN THEIR MOUTHS CLOSE THEIR EYES & MOUTHS AS WELL!! I am sure you know who YOU ARE!! I can not believe even with your passing things have to be said and done with lies & deceit. I can't imagine when this family went so wrong & how you managed to keep everyone together all those years. I tried and just can not, it just isn't worth being talked about behind my back about lies, and things I supposedly have done (I KNOW YOU KNOW THE TRUTH) and THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS TO ME!! Some days I like to think I came from the man who use to walk in Nanny's (home) which we never had, we had a house, and toss his hat & it landed on a sculpture Nanny had on her fireplace. It makes me feel like that because I can not and will not LIE & DECEIT MY FAMILY!! But they have NO PROBLEM TEARING ME APART WITH THEIR LIES!! But since your passing my family seems to be, my husband who has helped many in our family plus you & pop just to get "shit on" never expected anything back but a little kindness would of been a great jester but if they have to be asked for or told it's not worth having!! My 3 children Felicia, Anthony, Makayla,oh by the way Felicia is having another BABY due on October 8th I'll let you know when he/she comes but I bet you know before we do. LOL. Kimberly, Dominick, Angle (up there with you), Damian,& Jacob. Matthew & Heather. They are the ones we need to watch over & help when needed and do what we can when we can. The grandchildren are the best thing that happened for me, there are days Damian's the reason I get out of bed and I say him because he lives downstairs from us (you know where & how) I am thankful to GOD for the WONDERFUL HUSBAND I HAVE!!! I NEVER HAVE TO HIDE TO SEE ANY OF MY CHILDREN OR GRANDCHILDREN!!! I can't believe how many times we almost got caught and the things we did to make it fun for the kids rather then making them scared of him like I always was. YOUR LOVE WAS ENOUGH & ALL I & MY CHILDREN NEEDED!!! Thank YOU for being THE WORLD'S BEST MOM. ANYONE CAN BE A MOTHER IT TAKES SOMEONE SPECIAL TO BE A MOMMY AND THAT YOU ARE!!! I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hello Mommy, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Does the time go by like it does down here? Do you have the Holidays we have here? I'll know some day, on my own, if you don't get the chance to come to me. I often wonder why you can't get to me like those who came to you all your life, remember knowing Aunt Ceil's doctor without meeting him because he came to you (by your bedside) the night before her operation then the next day you got to see him in person & couldn't believe it was him who came to you during the night to let you know your sister was going to be fine and everything will heal and she was going to do very well, even after she left the hospital. I remember all this and get a little upset & jealous because I haven't got to see you yet. OH how I wait for that day or night to come. I still miss YOU so much the hurt just doesn't seem to go away. I LOVE YOU MOM & ALWAYS WILL!!!
That will never change. Please try your best to come for a visit we would LOVE TO HAVE YOU STOP BY!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM!!! I am just about to go to bed but wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas, I sure hope & pray it is a lot better where you are, oppose to where you came from. I still feel with the proper care you would still be here today. I wish and kick myself in the ass for not stepping in and taken you to my home and take care of you no matter what the old man had to say. It is something we will never know & like I said its to late now. God Bless. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey MOM, We went away for Thanksgiving like we always did. It was a little ruff going to the place we were with you the year we had so much fun, but at least we have the memories!!! We all still look at things and say how Nanny or mom would of loved this. I guess that takes a long time to go away.I am going somewhere on the 11th & I am hoping you will come to me there, they say you will. Fred will be taking me so we both may have the chance to talk to you.Please try your best to come to us and make our day. WE BOTH STILL LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey mom, I hope you see Peppy is getting used to his new cage, I can't wait till he uses the whole cage but they told us a little at a time. The play top is awesome he is going to love it, he likes to play with toys now. He is doing terrific!! I hope you see him, I really think you do because he still talks to you. He is starting to do new things and he just seems so HAPPY!! We LOVE him, he is the closest thing to YOU!! My whole family and guests get such a kick out of him its been GREAT having him, would of been better under different circumstances but it can't so we are dealing with it the best we can. I just have to let you know from time to time WE STILL LOVE & MISS YOU TERRIBLY!! Love Debbie & Peppy
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I forgot he is 8 pounds 11 ounces and 19 & 1/2 inches long. BIG boy compared to Damian who wore Preemie clothes for what seemed like forever lol. LOVE YOU Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey Mom, Well as you must know BABY JACOB has arrived TODAY!!!! He is a beauty, at first he looked just like Damian but as the hours went by he changed before our eyes and looks a bit different, still a beauty tho. Kim is doing well, no problems so far. Damian loves him and he is doing GREAT with Jacob, he glistens with the joy & happiness he is feeling. The doctor & nurses can't believe how great Damian is acting with the baby and the birth. It's so wonderful, and we are so happy & proud of the whole situation. Well I am going to go for now to get some sleep and back to hospital in the morning, PLEASE watch over him as we know you are Damian, because we herd him chatting with you and his "Makayla" (who we think is his sister "Angel") but we are waiting for a sign from you to be sure, so please send us one, maybe you can tell him her name is "Angel" not "Makayla" and if he starts to call his friend "Angel" we will know you told him & we will know you & her are the ones with him. If not give us a sign of some kind to let us know who the little girl is on the side you're on. He has told us you have been with her & him while eating lunch last week. He told us her birthday is coming up soon and she is older then him (Angel's birthday was going to be November something) I don't remember the date but Kim does. She's not here to ask but that's why we think it's her. I'll let you know either when I go to the hospital tomorrow or when Kim comes home with Jacob (the birthday date of Damian's girlfriend who he has seen with you) Well as always I LOVE YOU and still even with this good happy day miss you terribly (you knew she was pregnant before any of us) and we just wish you could of been here to share this with us in person even tho we know you are here in spirit and in our hearts. Good night Mom Love you. Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey mom, Here it is another month gone by. Kim is getting to the end any day now. We are hoping for next week. I got your ring sized it looks great, rather see it on you but since I can't at least it is on a good hand and will be going through generations without any doubt. We all love and still miss you. You are the best and that's what makes it so hard to get over. Went to see pop again, he is just not the same so hard to go and visit with him. You know how that is so I don't need to explain. Talk to you soon. Love Always and forever. Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Dearest MOM, How do you like that Esther just found out about you and needless to say she was upset as well mas so many others. It touched my heart and I know yours as well with the special memory she wrote to you. I guess it is good they keep this page up for a year. Who knows who else may write upon finding out you moved on. I still miss you dearly and after talking to Esther (remember she lost her mom as well to the lupus) she still misses her dearly each and every day so I guess I'm nut crazy. She was an inspiration knowing the way we were and how close we were which most people didn't even know because everything had to be on the Q.T. Well I just had to let you know, how nice I felt seeing her tribute to you!! I LOVE YOU & always will. Love Debbie
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Esther posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I take this quiet moment with you to rejoice in the memory of your love and friendship and feel blessed that you were a part of my life. Always there to listen and willing to accept no matter what. Thank you for all the wonderful memories and laughter you brought to my life. I can feel at peace knowing that you have passed into the loving arms of Our Lord and begun a new life of glory in the Church Triumphant. Blessed be to your family for the loss of a great matriarch. My love and prayers are with you always.
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Well I went to visit you yesterday and there still is no marker on your door!! I can't believe it, I am going to try and call to see why but I think its a disgrace!!! There is no reason I can think of that it should of taken this long. I still chatted with you but I find it better here on this site or in the house where you should have been. I know you are with us in the house through spirit at least because to many things are going on that could only mean you are here. We love you and always will, so PLEASE do not ever leave us!! I will write again, but for now the rest I have to say is "PRIVATE"!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey MOM, Guess what can't sleep again. I just tried to get in touch with Kurt to see how he is doing. Peppy is doing so good but I think you know all this because I think you are here with us because there are times Peppy does things as if you are standing right in front of him. I LOVE him so much, I am so HAPPY I am the one he ended up with, I can even hold him in my arms with both hands that's our snuggle time. He is the GREATEST thing that has happened to me since Damian & Makayla. I honestly think the only thing keeping me going is waiting for Kim's new baby boy "Jacob" to arrive sometime in October. I LOVE YOU and still miss you dearly, I keep wondering when it will get a little better, its just so unfair & I guess that's what bothers me the most. Matt is graduating from the Fire Academy on September 3rd so I will have something special on my birthday at least, but there is 1 thing I REALLY REALLY WANT & I think you can help!!!! PLEASE PLEASE COME SEE ME IN PERSON, just like the visions you always had PLEASE it would mean the WORLD TO ME to have us together again, after all it is OUR day & it was the only day we had each other to OURSELVES!! I know in my HEART you will try your best so for now I'll keep praying & wishing. I LOVE YOU MOM & ALWAYS WILL!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey there we went by Aunt Bet's for dinner last night (Friday) its now Saturday 4:00 am and I can't sleep. Going past your home and being that close to where you were just drove me a bit nuts and I can not sleep. I can't explain how bad I miss you (will it ever get any better?) I just can't believe how much I still miss you, still a day doesn't go by without me chatting with you and looking at your picture. I still can't believe you are gone from us. I wish you would come see me and let me know you are doing OK and you are happy, then maybe I would feel a bit better about it all.Please try and find a way to me, as the people found ways to see you from beyond.I still and ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU!!! You sure were one of a kind, I never had to watch what I said or worry about asking your advice on any topic YOU always understood and helped guide me when I needed.I just hope my kids and grandchildren feel the same about me, because I want to be just like you and never have them fearful of what they can say or tell me without consequences. Well mom once again PLEASE PLEASE try to come to see me, I'm waiting with open HEART & ARMS!!! I have to go for now, but not forever (not yet anyway)LOVE YOU ALWAYS Debbie :(
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Hey there we went by Aunt Bet's for dinner last night (Friday) its now Saturday 4:00 am and I can't sleep. Going past your home and being that close to where you were just drove me a bit nuts and I can not sleep. I can't explain how bad I miss you (will it ever get any better?) I just can't believe how much I still miss you, still a day doesn't go by without me chatting with you and looking at your picture. I still can't believe you are gone from us. I wish you would come see me and let me know you are doing OK and you are happy, then maybe I would feel a bit better about it all.Please try and find a way to me, as the people found ways to see you from beyond.I still and ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU!!! You sure were one of a kind, I never had to watch what I said or worry about asking your advice on any topic YOU always understood and helped guide me when I needed.I just hope my kids and grandchildren feel the same about me, because I want to be just like you and never have them fearful of what they can say or tell me without consequences. Well mom once again PLEASE PLEASE try to come to see me, I'm waiting with open HEART & ARMS!!! I have to go for now, but not forever (not yet anyway)LOVE YOU ALWAYS Debbie :(
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Well mom another day going by. We brought Peppy to get his wings, nails, and beak done, he loved it, he was so good. You would be proud of him he was talking to people in the store. We got him some toys to play with, but I think you know that, don't you? I have a feeling you been here playing with him, I am almost certain of that but I want to see a little more before I say definitely. I still miss you BUT at least I have a part of you each and every day of my life through Peppy. You should see how he cuddles into my neck and gives me kisses (that's one of the times I feel you're here and he sees you instead of me) His voice is exactly like yours some days it just brings happy tears to my eyes because it's like there is a piece of you with me all the time. I love you so much and always will, some things just need to be the same and our love will stay the same forever till we meet up again. I LOVE YOU!!!! Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to THE BEST MOTHER on this EARTH and now in HEAVEN!!! I think I can say this form my brothers as well. YOU were ONE OF A KIND, we could always go to you with our troubles and problems no matter how small or big you helped us through them. I hope my children feel the same towards me as I have felt about YOU. I wish you were here, there is so much I wish I said before you had to go, but in my heart I think you knew how I felt at all times. I sure hope so. I am having another sleepless night, I just had to write in here with the hopes it will help. While you are here on this page I feel a bit closer to you, I look at you daily and I do not know how many more days we have, for some reason I feel through this page you can see and hear, even tho during the day I just talk to you at times hoping you hear. I LOVE and MISS YOU So much. Love Debbie
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Debbie posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Mom, I love you more then ever, I just can not believe your gone from us it so wasn't suppose to be this way. I look at your picture every day and just chat with you. Everyone says time will heal all, but it seems to be getting worse then better. I miss you so much and even with the good things happening around my family I just wish you were here to enjoy and share with us. I love you and will never forget the good times we had, and the love you gave to ALL my children (who love you still) Rest in PEACE MOM and enjoy your freedom, someday we will meet again. Love Debbie
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Jean and Howard DeVoid posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Remember sitting with Mrs. Smith at PAL. Remember talking to her and Mr. Smith at the Lincoln Park Grill. God Bless.
Jean and Hudge DeVoid
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Ferlicia posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Nanny we miss you so much you will never be forgotten. Makayla will always know all about you and what a wondwerful person you were. we love you! love, Anthony, Felicia, and Makayla
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Jennifer posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Nan,
Heaven has been blessed with another beautiful angel. I will always cherish the time we had together. You will forever be in my heart and I will always love you! Until we meet again....
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SEAN posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I WAS SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU FOR 37 YEARS. I HOPE YOU COME TO VISIT ME LIKE THE PEOPLE USED TO COME AND VISIT YOU. I WILL MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU.
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Brandi posted a condolence
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Nannie-
We all love you more than words can say. May you rest peacefully and comfortably in your Lords hands now. Thank you for so many years of happy memories. We will miss you so very much and look forward to the day we meet again!
Brandi and ALL of your grandchildren. XOXOXO
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